Not Matrix

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Things aren't so great in my head at the moment and haven't been for a couple of months. Social media compounds any perceived failures. I'm struggling to connect with people and social media exacerbates any (perceived) failures on my part. Got to keep a brave face on there though.

Making music is difficult at the moment because nothing I do is up to (my perceived) standard and i absolutely cannot afford to release something which isn't good enough.

So the other night - I decided to go the other way. To make a piece of expressive sonic art that wasn/'t in any way trying to be pleasing "music" that people would want to buy or talk about on social media. I basically stopped trying so hard and just went for it, slapping paint onto canvas for 23 minutes without thinking "this isn't good enough" or trying to reach any kind of standard.

So it's weird and abstract and nothing like my other stuff and you may in fact hate it, but it was a necessary expression of my headspace atm.

I'm hoping in a couple of months things will get back to normal and I can regain the confidence to write music again.

Thanks for sticking with me.

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released December 30, 2022

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